Fine Linen Ministries Global Alliance

Last July 2007 my whole right side went numb , i was sitting outside with a 12 yr old girl i took care of, who thank God reacted right away in calling an ambulance, my blood pressure was soaring and I couldnt move. My neighbor came by to see what was going on and immediatly went into prayer. It was a saturday and my husband was working but came home early to find the ambulance their. He said that I looked white as a ghost my lips were black and I had red patches on my chest like a rash. At the hospital they thought i was having a stroke and treated me for that. I was in the hospital 3 weeks and in the processes of CT scans andMRI's they saw a small lesion in the cerubellum part of the brain and the thalumus was inflamed. I lost most of the function of my limbs and had to get therapy and my right eye droops some and I have not regained the full function of that eye muscle so it tends to lose focus. Doctors declared my pending death they thought I would never recover they thought i had cancer and they gave me no hope. My mom who was with me in my last app said you give her no hope but I know a God who healed me of cancer and can heal my daughter. Of coarse the Doctor totally ignored her, but how true her words became. During the next couple of weeks i was experienceing healing and felt an itch where the tumor was supposed to have been. I thought to myself it must be God healing me. My next MRI showed no lesion and the brain looked clear of inflammation and other things that had shown up with that lesion, I had 2 more after that and still clear. My Doctors think I am a liar and I made it all up until i showed them the proof and to this day nine months later they are still trying to figure it out. I was still left with typical symtoms of MS something that is proking a false positive for lupus which was recently ruled out and I have yet to see the nuero one more time to see what the next step is. What did I learn from all this??? Strength in the word of God, faith in the word of God, Practice the word of God not just in good times but more in bad times, Watch what I do on this earth because how I respond is what matters to God.... and most one big important thing.... that if I continue living I live for Christ and if I die I gain him....the devil can try what ever I still have the victory either way. I was in a wheel chair for 2 month with perserverance i manage to get out of that and I walk with a cane. I needed someone to bath me and with the help of the Holy Ghost and the strong will he gave me i retaught myself and from a chair in the shower I use the walls now, my family TRIED cooking lol, but even though I bumped into walls and dropped things I manage to starte cooking again. I still bang my foot into walls and recently walked into a door and banged my nose but I praise God I didnt break it lol I learned to laugh at my mistakes even if others think I am nuts. So I am thankful to God that I am still alive to tell what he did for me! And if he did it for me he can do it for others. WHEN I FIRST WROTE THIS I COULD NOT WRITE GOOD. i HAVE IMPORVED DONT MIND THE SPELLING AND WORDING. THANKS